Tuesday, March 06, 2007 8:12 am
english. ladiddahh.. we're writing our "splogs" about like what presents we want to give to the oh-so-amazing Borg Queen. haha. i know, it sounds so totally tarded. but it aint half bad(: so yes. kat said something about how she's gonna post it on her blog and blah blah blah. well, she's supposedly going to get extra marks for all that, that sorta thangg. WELL, i want bonus marks(: YAY! haha. yes, i really do. but it's alright. i can live without(:parent teacher meeting,march 24th. (first day of nationals)i actually want my mum to see my teachers, i think i'm in big troublee! POO.edit.today, i'm in a study-ful mood. partly cause i was very unproductive at mandy's house, on top of the fact that i realised how badly i'm doing in school. i feel sad, i really do. i want to do well, now more than ever. liany finally passed me the coveted "RHINO BOOK", she's had it since august last year! and well, i was flipping through it, and i miss secondary two! [the later half of the year]. WE WERE CHILDISH AND IMMATURE, BUT WHO CARES ANYWAY? IT WAS GOOD FUN, AND THE FRIENDSHIPS FORGED WILL LAST A LIFETIME. i love my rhinos!!:D [i'm so annoyed, this whole chunk of my post got removed, cause of the triangular bracket things or whatever. ARGH, ANNOYANCE.] back in secondary two, i was guai. very guai, taking notes in every class, paying attention, so much so that stoning never even crossed my mind. i like that. I'M RATHER ANNOYED THAT I DONT GIVE A RAT'S BUM ABOUT CHINESE, BUT I KNOW THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. i'm failing so miserably, my chinese grade is totally beyond salvaging. i guess there's nothing better to do than asking kail what's up with clb. YEAH. i know i'm going to fail. don't even try making me think otherwise, cause well, once you see my grades, you'll get the idea. how saddening.i needa improve my amath. i'm in the bottom half of the class, IT'S SO EMBARRASSING. cause well, i actually thought i did alright, till i saw the column that says "percentage scores higher" [or whatever it's labelled as.] FUNCTIONS FUNCTIONS, OH FUNCTIONS. i still dont get functions, and i have no idea how it like works out. and to think that we learnt that last year, AND THAT IT WAS TESTED FOR END OF YEARS. yeah. i know, it's no wonder i failed last year. GEE. i'm determined to change, to better myself. YES. i'm going to be a GOOD PERSON, and i'm going to DO WELL IN SCHOOL, i'm going to be OH-SO-HAPPY. speaking of which, i want to watch the pursuit of happyness so bad!!! yeah. but i guess i honestly dont really have the time to mess around with such trivial matters now. this is going to be the way it is right through till the 8th of november. honestly, i'm not even going to celebrate my brithday this year, not that i ever really do. but yeah. i'll probably only have like lunch with the rhinos, while studying at the same time, and like go for dinner with sa, damian and mike, and that's solely cause it's sa's birthday too. yeah. I'M GOING TO HAVE A BLAST. cause i know that in the end, the results in the end are so worth the torture. THERE'S ALWAYS GOING TO BE THAT LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL.YOU CAN'T STRAY FAR IF YOU KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE PRIZE.we all know what my prize is. yeah. GOOD GRADES, no duh. but well, there's so much more ontop of that. and those things are far more spectacular and worth my while. not that school is worth my while, but those other stuff are gonna be with me forever, hopefully. MUCH LIKE MY BELOVED RHINOSAURS!!<33i feel the urge to stay up all night studying!haha! i know it's going to end up being far less productive, but i dont know, I MIGHT AS WELL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS WILL TO STUDY AND MAKE FULL USE OF IT, RIGHT? yes. i make sense. i'm going to turn myself into a "kevin mark lee". HAHA!! kevin, if you read this, i'm sorry, but it's true! and well yes, you should be honoured that i "aspire to be like you". HAHA. like oh my bod, that's mighty hilarious!what i plan on accomplishing tonight:
1. have functions all figured out.2. finish writing geog notes on settlements.3. chinese worksheets. (there's no darned way lao shi is going to make me stand again.)4. attempt literature poem thing. (i dont think we actually have to do it, but i'm going to do it anyway.)5. touch up some stuff on differenciation. (worksheet eight.)6. file my worksheets.that should keep me busy till like two or three.i'm definitely going to sleep at like 8 tomorrow night. also, i'm going to have to push myself real hard during training just to keep myself awake. TUMBLING AND STUNTING ARE NOW THE LEAST OF MY "TRAINING-WORRIES". i'm sorry to say this, but there's not much point in striving to hard for something that you're not going to remember. i think i'll be able to recall some minor details of nationals, things like how tightly my hair was tied, and how much i love everyone in the squad, BUT THAT'LL BE IT. it's sad, and i'm sorry to say such things, but it's true.