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Tuesday, January 16, 2007 8:03 pm
PSYCHIATRIST, now.

THE FOLLOWING ISN'T IN WHITE CAUSE I DONT WANT YOU TO READ IT.
[if that was the case, i wouldnt write it here, would i?]

i'm depressed, and i know it. WHY? that's totally beyond me. and the fact that i'm completely aware that i'm depressed, combined with me knowing that my life's fake is dumb. really. correct me if i'm wrong; people who are depressed dont know they are. based on my past experience,it's true.IT HAS ONLY HAPPENED ONCE BEFORE; fyi. but okay. i feel this immense bundle of stress inside of me, that i need to get out. I CRY, I CRY A LOT. CAUSE I NEED TO, NOT CAUSE I WANT TO. i'm actually beginning to think i'm losing my sanity. i dont know what to do, what to think, and most importantly, what to feel. i'm pissed, yet reserved.

and me being all smiley all the time in school, YEAH RIGHT. but that's how i really feel. I NEED MY FRIENDS and PEOPLE I ACTUALLY GIVE A CRAP ABOUT. that's why school's bearable. i have you guys. to laugh with, and to just crap the day away with. honestly, without you, i would've fallen out of the window by "accident" already. not too fun. it even pains me to think that that's possible. BUT I KNOW IT IS.

just dont leave me here.
WHEN I NEED ALL OF YOU MOST.