DOLCE&GABBANA

Monday, January 15, 2007 9:24 pm

i've discovered something very alarming.
you know in school, blogger's like FORBIDEN and stuff like that? apparently, it's cause it's got stuff relating to sex. HONESTLY, the logic behind that puzzles me. i mean honestly! the school's like strangeee. haha. TOMORROW'S TUESDAY, TOMORROW'S TUESDAY, TOMORROW'S TUESDAYY!!!! yay!! i've been waiting for pan's birthday. heh. YES, aaron pan's birthday's tmr, for all of you who didnt know, whether you care or not has nothing to do with me.

anyway, last night, i was up till 11 baking en's cake. i guess it wasn't too shabby, considering how i initially forgot that i had to bake her a cake. WHOOPS! the frosting was TOO SWEET! as if there's ever such a thing. it's like rachael was picking away at my bowl of malt frosting. haha. yes, apparently, it aint all that sweet. HAHA. but yes, i quite liked the cake. it was a tad too dense, but well, i kinda skimped on the baking powder, was too lazy to go get it from #21-04. yupp! regarding the cake,
happy birthday en!!

today, training. well, I HAVE NO COMMENT ON THAT. i mean honestly, it's probably the most drastic change of mood i've ever experienced in my entire life! [well, no, that's not true, but it's a rather significant change.] yes. i WAS happy. yes, i WAS. but well, towards the end, i kinda just "gave up"? the sheer lack of energy, and the constant drag of feeling exasperated and sweaty and like you're radiating heat wasn't much to be happy about. though squishy's constant mocking about me being blind was terribly amusing. yeah. squish is so cuteee. HAHA. i hope you're feeling better, squishyy!(: take care of yourself! talking to squish makes me happy. yes, people are annoying things, honestly. IT'S LIKE THE INTENTIONALLY WANT TO BRING HARM UPON ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. i mean who'll wanna do that. PSYCHO. but yes, i guess i was having an alright time at training, till someone let me hurtle towards the floor, with my knees hitting the ground first. simply cause they were distracted. oh joy. i honestly dont blame chins for nothing, cause why would you wanna tumble if the person before you just fell, cause someone wasn't paying attention? THAT'S SO BEYOND REASON.

but whatever, i guess i'm alright with training, it wasn't all too bad. i detest the fact that there's sec1 orientation or whatever on wednesday. well, sure. the prospect of being able to fool around during training, and do btosses with xq cause it's FUN does seem rather cool. considering the stuff we've been going through. some fun'll actually be good. why would it be good, well, cause it'll actually make training enjoyable. then again, i guess it is a tad harsh to say i've had zero fun at training; casue it aint all that bad all the time.
but yes, i'd like to do more meaningful things with my wednesday afternoon.

english is going to be the end of me. i'm so sleepy. i've been wanting to crash since like 730, 8. and my brother's been sleeping like a pig since 630. I'M EXHAUSTED, as if having to go to school and worry about crap aint enough. training aint all that great either. CURSE THE DARNED ENGLISH NONSENSE!
[normally, i love english lessons and writing essays and stuff like that, but at this point of time, i honestly couldn't quite care any less. it just aint working for me.]

ps. you sadist, honestly, it isn't funny at all, and there's no reason why you should mock someone going through that much pain.
[for her to cry cause it hurts so bad is UNREAL, she has such a high threshold of pain. plus the fact she doesn't cry often, unlike me.]
YOU CONSTANTLY ANGER ME, GREATLY.

also,
dont think i dont know you get some ORGASMIC HIGH from seeing us in pain.
IT HAS BECOME QUITE APPARENT.

WELL, JUST FYI, IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY REALISED, I'D LIKE A LIFE.
thank you for your kind co-operation.
yeah right.