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Tuesday, January 16, 2007 5:58 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAN!

yupp! many many people i know are born today. oh fine, i only know like 3 people. but SURE. same thinggg! yeah. today's been filled with mixed emotions. the THING is that, i've never been the yeah, sure, it's okay, sorta person. the truth is that i care too far too much. i care about everything, anything, and nothing at all. contradicting, yes. but that's me. both indifferent and overly obsessed all the time. it's gross. honestly, i find it puzzling that i'd use the word gross to describe myself.

WARNING:
THIS SEEMS TO BE BECOMING ONE HECK OF AN EMO-SCHIZO POST.

THAT'S THE SAD TRUTH. emo-schizo. that "word" totally describes me. i miss the days of being carefree and easily excited. happy about everything and anything. my life's a total facade. fake and that's just how it is. alright, i may be lying about that, and currently i'm totally unaware that i'm lying, but i figure that in hindsight, when i read this post, i'll be like "WHAT WAS I THINKING!?" yeah. that's what i think at least. you seee! totally schizo. i dont get myself. i really dont. but i guess that's part of life's mysteries. AHEM; HEH; YEAH RIGHT. BLEAGH. whateverrr. maybe it's the stress that's getting to me. but bleagh, ABOUT WHAT?! there's nothing to be stressed about. cept the fact that my supposed love for studying has died. and that i see myself going to some crap school, not having fun, and not having my friends with me. DANG.

honestly, i dont know what i'll do once i leave mg. I'M GONNA MISS JOANNA SO DARN MUCH! like pho shizz. i wouldnt be able to go down to 3h and be like, THING! LET'S GO FOR ICE CREAM! that shall be no more. no one to rant to, no one to cry with, no one to bitch with, no one to like say stuff i'd be embarrassed/worried to say to everyone else. alright, all this applies to people like mandy and hwang and stuff. but i'd still get to see you guys around, HOPEFULLY!

BLEAGH, I TOLD YOU IT WAS GONNA BE EMO.

i dont quite mind leaving cause i'd be able to get rid of most of the crap in my life, and start everything anew, be the me i am, and not like being what people think you are. i hate that. i guess that was what was great about going to sports school. no crappy reputation about being a total bitch. and well, yeah. BUT I GUESS THE PERSON WHO I WAS THERE AINT QUITE WHO I ACTUALLY AM. i'm gonna miss the people who i'd trust with my life.

today aint all that great. HONESTLY. cept totally mocking se about FIWTT, and like genia about BLUBBER PEOPLE, and stuff like that. that was so hilarious. i think i'm tarnishing my physics & geog streak. mrs tong kept looking at me during class today, cause i wouldn't pay attention and i'd be laughing away and the stuff in se's diary. IT'S SO HILARIOUS. but yeah, i still do my work. i finished all my physics worksheets and stuff like that. so yeah, i'm still guai, I GUESS. and for geog, well, i still did my work too, but like, i've kinda stopped paying attention and stuff like that. i DID do my work, and i still take down notes during class, and copying stuff like crap. but well, WHAT CAN I SAY. i needa work on studying hard, and TRYING TO BE HAPPY.

honestly, i wanna go visit the tailor lady again, i dont care if she thinks i'm fat, or that i've put on weight, or that my skirt's like 11 inches or whatever. i couldn't care any less right now. I WANNA HAVE YAMI. it makes me feel happy(:

i dont care, i'm gonna eat my cereal and be happy.
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